SENIOR YEAR!

Well i made it. its my senior year and im loving it. The only bad part about it is that i had to leave all my friends for it. I live in waycross ga now and have for 2 months. there is only 2 more weeks in the 2nd 9weeks. But i like it here and the people are great and i cant wait untell im 18 in may. The best part about being here is that ive found an amazing guy and i love him so much. His name is Austin Matthew Johnson and hopeful if things keep going as planned one day ill be

Mrs. Samantha Christine Johnson :) . i know im a loser but im happy with life and where it is taking me. Im also in FFA now. and it is alot of fun and i know what i wanna do after high school. im going to take a break to get my life grounded and set then ill save up the money and get in to medical school and become a nurse :) But most of all i really want to start a family or at least start the married life. I've always seen my self geting married at 20 and i know thats a little young but have you ever felt that the world was pulling you in a certain direction. well thats how i feel about having a family. with my own house and kitchen and husband and kids(only 2 .... Maybe 3 lol). For now though my main focus is school, god, and austin. :)Well life is great and really easy right now. i graduate may 20 then i turn 18 may 23 so life is coming at me pretty fast and i cant wait but im also kind of scared. that i wont know what to do and wont be able to support my self. Austin tells me i have nouthing to worry about and that he will take care of me but even though he is suppose to be graduating this year also hes not he has 2 more years after me and idk how this is going to work out but i know it will. BTW austin is also 17 :) Well thats life right now so have a good day and a happy thanksgiving if i dont blog again before then :)

school 4th 9weeks week1 day3

S o sorry, i didn't write anything for day 2 so i decided ill do it now. everything was easier to me yesterday it was very simple and i picked up on every thing fast and because i did all me math homework for 7th period every one needed my help on theirs. i felt needed and smart and very good about my self.

Now on to today, i turned in all my assignments on time. and on top of that 1st period i did all my work and took might good notes. 2Nd period was OK we read and took notes for our cpt. (College Prep Test). 3rd period was the most fun I've had in a long time. there is this kid josh and i was helping him with his math work. we did every thing as if we was a team and i may as well add that he is so cute. but that has nothing to do with work. well i did all my work yes i had a couple numbers mixed up but i fixed it and got an A. 7th i got every thing done.

i have a test tomorrow in 7th.

and my CPT Tuesday

i'm going to read and take notes tonight on chapter 25 in american history so i can get a little ahead.

study for my math test tomorrow also

Life and me.

well as you can tell by my post my life is boring and i'm just waiting on that little spark to come to set my life on the right path. well I've always had a dream to become a righter but i don't know if i could. my writing has always been good but not great. I have this big silly dream that some day I will become a journalist. Well, a girl can dream. My band is kind of lazy right now. i keep bringing up that we need to practice and thats just the problem my rhythm guitar player is amazing but thats the thing she expects us to come up with a song and that she will be great. and my bass player i think he just likes the idea of being in a band. now don't get me wrong they are my best friends. i just don't think we make a good band. plus, I've been working on some music but i don't want to show them because i don't think they would like it. its more of a soul/country/pop/little bit of rock music and not at all what we are. my guitar player Imagen's us as this paramore/blink-182 band and i love the music its just not my feel on writing it.

Music has always been a part of my life. but its not all my life.

well if your wondering me and this guy are still not an item and i don't think we will be. i don't know what i'm doing. he probably doesn't even want to be with me. so i'm going to give it another 2 weeks and see what happens. so if we r not together from not tell April 27, 2010 i'm going to move on

School 4th 9weeks week1 day1

just got back from spring break and like every Monday it was very tiring. but i worked very hard in all my classes my goal in school is simple its my last chance to bring up my grades so i'm reaching for strait A's. so i'm making sure all my work and home work gets done.

1st period was simple but i got it all done hope is an easy class

2nd period was intensive reading and i did every thing in there and worked hard

3rd period was advanced topics in math and i did all that and got it all right and we got homework and i did it before class was even over

7th period the last class also known as 4th was alg 2 and i did it all in there and got an A on all the work and we got homework and its all done

So as you can see i'm working hard and keeping all my assignments up.

OK now on to drama at school:

well at the moment no drama. lol i'm actually trying to find a perfect guy for my friend she wants some one who is tall and has long dark hair, blue eyes, can skate board, and can flip pancakes. so if u really know me and you go to my school. and your looking for a girl to love then hit me up and ill see if you are the one for her.

what i want and what i think i want...

We all question what the right chooses are in life. I dont really know what i want but we never really do tell we get it. Right now im working on a couple of things. I want to get my major in cosmetology. Hoping that i will own my very own hair salon one day. But do you know how many times ive changed my mind on what i want to do. Im in my junior year in high school and i cant wiat to get it over with and get on with my life.

the next thing im trying for is this guy. i know what your thinking. ever girl wants a guy. but this one is different. ive liked him for several years now but he was in a very serious relationship. they have been broken up for a while now so i decided that im finally going to let him know how i feel. I told him i like him and i have for a long time and he told me he likes me also but it get very difficult. see, he signed up for the navy so hes always busy eather with pt test or meeting up with his recruter and on top of that he has work 5 days a week. so as you can see hes very busy and he wants to wait tell every thing cools down a bit to where he can have a relationship.

But to tell you the truth im scared out of my mind, because i think it will always be this way that i will never get my chance. but i have time to wait i just dont know how long i will be able to.

well as you can see there isnt much i want right now but how do i know tell i try. :)